March 22, 2020

TRUST GOD IN ALL THINGS
   Wow! The difference a day can make. The response to the outbreak of COVID-19 has disrupted our lives and the world. Our patterns and habits have all been
interrupted by precautions that we have embraced on our own, or that were imposed on us by public officials and medical professionals all in concern for personal and public health and wellbeing. These troubling times
remind me of a time in my life when I felt very vulnerable and helpless, but most importantly, closer to God.
     Not even two years into my assignment at Saint Alexis, I suddenly was struck by a severe headache. Like many, I know what a headache is like, but this one was
different. Its sudden onset and intensity moved me to contact my doctor. After describing the occurrence and severity of the pain, he encouraged me to come into his office for an exam. And so, I did. He admitted to a hospital that day where I remained for almost two weeks. This was the first time I was an actual patient in a
hospital.
     The feeling of not being in control was unsettling to say the least. Neither me nor the doctors knew what the situation was, so tests, medication, and rest ensued.
Eventually, a diagnosis was made and a path of treatment began which continues to impact my life to this day. But what came out of this experience was a deep and
comforting awareness of God and His abiding presence in my life. This experience of His providence and care has made me a different, a better person, and my newfound trust in my Maker and Savior continues to be by strength
and source of peace!
     I share this story with you because the coronavirus pandemic has us all feeling a bit helpless. Our lives, our daily routines, and our self-reliance has been disrupted.
During this time, I encourage you to use this “downtime” to take comfort in the words of the Psalm of David, be still, and know that I am God (Psalm 46:10). The Lord is not idle in this crisis, He is there to comfort His people and restore us to wellness. So pray. Stay close to the Lord. And do not be afraid of the feeling of smallness in light of this current crisis. Remember God’s greatness,
and know His peace.
     I am encouraged by the words of Saint Francis DeSales (1567-1622), Bishop of Geneva. 
     “Do not look forward to what may happen tomorrow; the same everlasting Father who cares for you today will take care of you tomorrow and every day. Either He will
shield you from suffering, or He will give you unfailing strength to bear it.”
     May these words of encouragement bring you to a deeper awareness of the love of our God. Continued peace…
                                                         In Jesus' love,
                                                          Fr. Zywan